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Well, it happened. My Grandpa McDonald passed away today. My mom just called me and told me. She also told me that the funeral would probably be Wednesday or Thursday, so there's no way at all I can go. I've used up every one of my chances as far as missing things for honors goes, and if I miss one more thing, I can't be a leader for the freshmen anymore. I just can't do it. My Grandma Smith said that she would understand if Jennifer and I couldn't make it because of school, but I can't help feeling incredibly guilty that I was able to go home when Grandpa Moser was sick, but I can't do this.

I was ready for this to come, but it still hurts. Looks like my crying's not done yet today.