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Sep. 18th, 2001 10:05 pmWHY CAN'T MY LIFE MAKE ME HAPPY ANYMORE?!?!?!?!?!?!?!
All I enjoy doing anymore is being by myself. School has become my own unique form of Hell. I swear, I would rather be floating in the middle of the ocean on a sinking raft surrounded by sharks than go to school everyday. There isn't even a silver lining here. I go to school, I start off the day having to do the teaching FOR the teacher who has no fucking idea what she's doing, I continue the day wondering what the hell everyone is thinking (at the same time wanting to be as far away from them as possible), and finish the day too exhausted to think, because I thought too much before. Then, when it just reached a new level of torture, it starts aaaalllll over again the next day. AND IT'S ONLY SEPTEMBER!!!!! I'M GOING TO FUCKING GO INSANE!!!!!!
All I enjoy doing anymore is being by myself. School has become my own unique form of Hell. I swear, I would rather be floating in the middle of the ocean on a sinking raft surrounded by sharks than go to school everyday. There isn't even a silver lining here. I go to school, I start off the day having to do the teaching FOR the teacher who has no fucking idea what she's doing, I continue the day wondering what the hell everyone is thinking (at the same time wanting to be as far away from them as possible), and finish the day too exhausted to think, because I thought too much before. Then, when it just reached a new level of torture, it starts aaaalllll over again the next day. AND IT'S ONLY SEPTEMBER!!!!! I'M GOING TO FUCKING GO INSANE!!!!!!
